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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
7:21 pm
syf. wtfomg i actually "cracked" during the arirang performance? it's totally shitty, okay, the whole performance... (for me, at least, since it wasn't my best perf.) and the results... we'll see tmr (actually, i know already, but i'm supposed to keep it a secret till tmr ~_~). good news? bad news? i'm not supposed to say it here. but i think you can tell already? keep guessing.
okay. so how do i really feel about choir (since everyone has shared their part of the story of missing it next time)? with this friday's speech day being our very last performance and all. honestly, since my primary school days i've always likedloved being in choir. so it was no different during all these times. i don't think this comes as a surprise ne, since i was always the one who is "most excited" as they say, whenever there is practice..
i was in the choir in church in p4 till p6, choir in sec 2 till now, and am planning to join the choir in church again next year.. so honestly i don't find choir all that unbearable, especially when you have everyone like CHIPmates over there (dan si 'dia' dulu.. hehehe.. xP klo ga tau mah keterlaluan namanya..). and especially also when we still have angel, diana and ervin with us..
sigh. anyway, i'm gonna bloody hell miss choir. being truthfully honest, here. i'm sooooooo not ready to face my books right now. you know, i use choir as an excuse partly to put aside my books first. i just don't want to face reality. one where you have to study damn hard (for nothing). seriously, you study NOT so you can learn more, but it's for the mere sake of surviving in this world where nothing is free. it's just a delusion. here you use "gain more knowledge" as the excuse to not lose out with the world. i mean, it's human nature and instinct to find ways to survive, and this is just one of the ways.
then blah, blah, blah... i shan't go on to the details. you'll be bored to death, and will be made crazy by my warped thinking.. maybe next time. since i'm also no longer in the mood to blog, and i want to eat. heeh.
