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Friday, September 23, 2005
10:17 pm
right. it's abt my bro again. he ruined my day again. my already-not-so-perfect day. i went to church for the KKR with my bro and sis. ryan n his mum and sis were on board the bus too when we got up. my bro and sis didn't know that. and i didn't bother telling them. so those 2 kept on insulting me again. my sis? heck. she's not as bad as my bro. after the whole thing was over, my bro forced us to take taxi home. damn it, i have no money after i just bought the 2 new manga!! but he showed that "scary" face of his and "made us [me and my sis] feel bad". on the taxi, he started talking abt nonsensical stuff again, so i tried to stop him. i asked him why is it that everything that comes out of his mouth are only insults. no praise [i dun mind], no normal talking [i do mind]. wanna know what he answered? he said he'd rather not speak to me at all. why? cause there's nothing good about me. so is that how a brother is supposed to feel abt his sister? if he doesn't like me in the first place, he could very well be a bit more matured and just keep quiet about it!!! i even bit my tongue and held back my tears! dammit, wtf is his problem?! i was so fcking embarrassed the whole way in the bus and the whole way back [cause there's the taxi driver, excuse me]! AAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE HIM!!!!! AND TO THINK THAT HE'LL BE LEAVING SOON AND I KNOW I'LL MISS HIM! BUT I JUST HATE HIS FUCKING UGLY PERSONALITY!!!
